I love my Hunny!!!

So as most of you know Hartley and I have been married just over a year! It has been awesome. I love him to death. He take's good care of me and always has the best interest's at heart. He puts my needs first and always wants to make me happy. I think we are both very lucky to have each other. We just work well together, we sacrifice for one another, or compromise. Arguing is out of the question we only have discussions. I know it may not always be so perfect but we hope to keep as close to perfect as possibly while being realistic. We love each other so deeply and passionately we could not be happier. I hope some day soon to be sealed in the temple to Hartley so I can enjoy him through eternity, I can not live with out him. We hope to one day have children and build the family that I wish I had growing up. We are both so excited to start a family, it may not be for a while but I can't wait. I just felt like sharing my thoughts on our marriage because I'm so happy and I can't help myself. Hartley is the love of my life!!!

My Break Down :(

I've been really trying lately to have good days. It can be difficult some times. Just the other day I just broke down and cried for no real reason. I was just really emotional. I could not think of what it could be. I was on my break at home watching some T.V. and it hit me. I still had to pull it together before going back to work so I did and I finished my shift for the day. When I went home at the end of the day I just sat with Hartley and let him hold until I felt better. I still don't know for sure what it was but I have some ideas. Maybe it is the change in whether, the days get darker sooner. Work has been a little stressful, and we just bought my brother's car and lately it feels like we keep adding to our pile of bills. I feel much better now sometimes you just need a good cry.

Just Breathe!!!

Happy late Halloween! I didn't end up doing much. I worked my almost 9 hour shift. I did dress up, I was a lady bug. I just put my outfit together but it worked out nicely. Then I came home to watch movies with my hunny! We watched James and The Giant Peach. I haven't seen that movie in forever, its still cute. Work was really slow in the month of October so I'm glad its finally over. I'm looking forward to making better tips this next month. We're supposed to be busy during the holiday's (cross your fingers). I love what I do and I love my job most of the time, however I am getting really sick of corporate. Upper management is driving me crazy. I'm trying to just not let it bug me and go along with there rules and ridiculous policies but I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have to tell myself "just breathe". I am considering leaving the company for another one but finding jobs is not my favorite thing to do. We'll see how this next month works out, I'm waiting on a couple of things to determine if I'm staying or not. It will all work out in the end I hope.

I finished cosmetology school about a year and a half ago so we've been paying of two of my loans. Loans are never fun but mine weren't to bad. Anyways this past week we were able to pay one of them off and it feels so great. Its a huge weight off of our shoulders. We still have one left but to get that out of the way is awesome. We also recently bought a "Love Sac" and I have to say I am a little addicted to it. Everyone should have one. I think instead of us buying a huge sectional we're just going to buy another huge love sac because they are so amazingly comfortable. I love it!